~ My husband fell in our garage, severely spraining his ankle and breaking his foot
~ My mom-in-law was in a bad car accident fracturing her foot in six different places
~ I received emotionally distressing news related to my writing life
~ All three of my girls followed by Chris and me came down with chest colds that won’t go away
~ Two birthday parties for my little ones have been cancelled and rescheduled due to injuries and sickness
~ In addition to the cold I came down with a painful mastitis infection
~ Chris’s grandfather became seriously ill while traveling away from home
~ Our homeschooling schedule has been turned on its head
~ There’s also this:
~ There’s medicine and immune boosters helping all of us heal
~ There’s a chance for me to grow as a writer and make my novel better
~ There’s our pastor friend who prayed over us
~ Family and friends who understand a change of plans and give us grace (times two)
~ A special guest speaker at my writing group and a wonderful evening with friends
~ Little girls that keep being golden despite their stuffy noses
~ Prayers for Grandpa and signs of improvement
~ Supernatural pain relief for my mom-in-law after her recent surgery to repair her foot
~ My mom who has kept our clothes clean and our bellies full
They call this season March Madness and our March, so far, has been just that. We’ve been attacked emotionally, spiritually, and physically. It’s been one thing after another and at times my spirits have sunk pretty low.
But there’s also been a lot of good, a lot to celebrate and be thankful for. In the midst of the madness, in the midst of the storm, I’ve been reminded this week that we do have a choice.
~ We can choose to focus on the good or focus on the bad.
~ We can choose to keep our eyes on God or keep our eyes on all that’s going wrong.
~ We can choose to give our hearts away to Satan and his attacks or we can stand in the name of Jesus and fight to keep our hearts intact.
Anyone can praise God when things are going great, when life is good and beautiful. I want to praise Him in the midst of the madness. As the popular lyrics of Matt Redman’s worship song says, “let me be singing when the evening comes…” * I want to be found signing at night regardless of the day.
My life, as of late, feels a bit like a buzzer-beater. It’s been fast! Dramatic! And crazy! And it feels like we keep coming up short, like we just keep losing.
But with God nothing is ever lost. Anything and everything is always there, working together for good.
* 10,000 Reasons (Bless the Lord) by Matt Redman and Jonas Myrin